Disappointment

Spm's result out!!! Im not looking for any good news upon me and yeah.. my feels are always right. I was so disappointed about my results. All those who tell me I should appreciate and feel great about my results.. I see them as liars.... I cannot take any advice at all rite now. My mind blanks... I can't think more. What should I do?? Ending life definitely is not the best way to solve. I think I should carry myself with it and I'm trying my best to stop my intentions. I want to think no more about my results. So... in front of me don't mention about results. I hate to see results. That feel sucks and pains a lot.