Sweet Escape but Guilty

Today I escaped from school during my lesson. My school was all of out mess today because almost every students and the staffs are busy preparing for the concert on Friday and Saturday night. No teacher had the time to come into my class to teach and half of my classmates did not come to school. The situation is just like in chaos. No one will have the time to bother about you if you were taking a gun around the school. So, Wei Ting, Vivian and me had decided to escape from school after recess. We left the school without anyone's suspect and I hoped that no one had witnessed our action. Haha. I think I was out of my mind at that time because I accepted Wei Ting and Vivian's idea to escape from school. Actually it's quite a worth try though, but I felt guilty after I left the school. I planned to walk back to school but it's too late. So Vivian and I just walked on to my shop. Then, she called her dad to pick us from our shop. Vivian's dad agreed to bring me back home too. Haiz.. I am so worried that my classmates will tell teacher that we had escaped from school. Hopefully they wont. Makes me worried and guilty. I regretted for doing this. As I had said this is a sweet escape but guilty. I really would not try to attempt this again.

Shopping spree

Today me and my best friend, Siew Ping go to Boulevard shopping for Val and Jacinth's birthday present. Finally I get the chance to have a plate of my chicken chop in KFC. I've been longing to try that new menu but im so busy these days. I thought that chicken chop spread with mash potato gravy was very delicious but that is just the tactic of advertising new menu. It was not really that delicious. Hurm... One plate cost me RM12.95. Quite expensive though but worth the try. Then, we went into the boulevard's shopping mall. We picked a few clothes for jacinth and valerie. We spent a lot of time trying and choosing clothes for both of them. Really had quite a tiring time trying. Hehe. AND i saw one Nicole clothes so so so nice. I like it so much and it cost RM 71.95 after less. Oh expensive rite for just a vest but I bought it. Hahha.. I was out of my mind maybe when I paid for it at Boulevard's counter. Then, I saw Winnie's admirer at Boulvard there too. Actually we planned to buy for Val a watch and we saw one watch quite nice cost Rm100 after less at one of the watch shop in Boulevard. That casio watch was advertised by S.H.E who was Val's idol. But if we have to share that watch, means that we have to pay more and we are almost bankrupt rite now if we continue on paying for so much for our frens bday. Me and Siew Ping have to pay for two sides. One for Val and one for Jacinth. We shopped from 1 to 4.30 and that was such a long time. We only ended up buying Val's present which is a Cheetah shirt. Jac's present, we will think on something else. Maybe a necklace. Oh ya.. today is the first time too i am earlier than Siew Ping. Usually when we go out shopping, I would always be the last one. Hahahaha..

Gosh ....

Yesterday night during Physics tuition, I saw a cutie. He is so CUTE without specs. But with specs ah ... not that CUTE la .. Hope that next time when I get to see him again he is still not wearing specs again. Haha. Today I've got news that he's a popular guy in his school and many girls did propose to him before. And unfortunately too he already owns a girlfriend. But that doesnt disappoint me alot cause I didnt plan to be with him also. Be friends with him is acceptable for me of cause. Hehe.. Horny me!! yucks. I thought that I can see his cute face in his frenster but he doesnt put any of his pic in frenster. Haiz..

Friends

I feel so stress now. SPM is really coming sooner and sooner. I dun tink i hold my frenship very firm in this month. I donno wat i shud do. I hate it when I found that my friends especially my close friends don’t belief me. I find it very hurting for me myself. Sometimes im just so sick of frenship thang but Im a person who cant live without friends. I tink next time I should handle my friends problem properly and think before i speak. This is just so terrible. If i mistakenly said one word wrong people will misunderstand me. I really hope my friend take my as her close fren too as I already take her as my close fren. I doesn’t mean that I want some give back from her but didn’t she feel anything warm when talk to me or just chatting with me through MSN???
Slowly, I found out that we could only discuss about other people’s bad attitude. Other than that topic we really could not move on for very long time. Is this called as close friend??? I don’t think so but i really wished that we both can be close friend. My X friend {paiseh cannot reveal her name} told me that she thinks that me and her these days are very close. We’re making it so obvious and I just hoped that my Y friend wont feel any prejudice on us both. I really want all my friends and me had no secrets on each other and trust each other. But this is so impossible. Sometimes, when i am free i will start to think that will my friends betray me, will my friends distrust me, will my friends hate me, will my friends backstabbed me, will my friends dislike me at all, will my friends like me to talk the way i do, will my friends think that i’m bad, will my friends think that im just showing off sometimes, will .. will.. will.. That WILL is never going to end in my mind.Now im just clueless on how to solve my friendship problem. Im struggling in my heart to release me out from this problem. Im so sick of it. Friends are everywhere but its really hard to find someone who understands u well. Someone who understands you well does benefit you sometimes but when she may know what you think about her including bad stuff. That’s the dangerous part. Hehe. My eyes are now crying for rest. Haiz.

Happy Birthday Siew Ping

Today is my bestiest birthday. We celebrated it at After Three. I had just a plate of garlic bread for my dinner. Hehe. I'm not in diet but just don't feel like eating. That's all. Everyone seems like quite shocked when I said that I just want to have three pieces of garlic bread for my dinner. Brother asked whether Im in diet. Ok i am not but she don't believe me. Sob sob. Barbara and Debbra the both fraternal twins requested Siew Ping to feed us one piece of small cake to everyone. But she didnt feed Ek Jie. What a missed! Ya, as a 12 yrs friend of course my service would not be the same. Siew Ping had feed the cake for me by using mouth. Ya... we're both eating that cake mouth to mouth but we didnt kissed. Phew.. hahaha. Siew Ping likes the cake very much because there's a mickey mouse printing on top of the cake. Mickey Mouse is definitely her favourite disney character. So childish ho.. Haha. but I like Hello Kitty too. Im childish too. Hehe.