Night before the PMR results, my mom told me that it's dangerous for me to walk alone. So after you get your PMR results, call me.. I will call Helen or probably myself to pick u up from school. I was so happy that my mom cares about me. Maybe she expected me to get straight in PMR. The day came. My PMR results is not very satisfying. Then, I called my mom and tell her my results. She told me to walk myself back home. I was so disappointed. She told me that it's very good already with the A's. But I always know that she didn't feel satisfied at all. She wasn't happy with my results. SHe expected more from me. She's actually putting pressure and stress for me.
Then, one day my mom's telling me that she donno where to put the iGallop. Then I say why dont put it in my room. She was so care about her eldest son and say what if brother wanna sit the iGallop. Very hard for him to go to your room. But what about me. Do she ever think about me. Why she wanna put the computer in brother's room instead of the living room?? Why she didnt think of my side? Coz it's also hard for me to go to his room. Haiz. She just love my brother more than me with an excuse that last time he always get bitten up by my dad. That's not a true.
Everytime my grandma would say I need to give my things to the younger ones. I say back to her why last time brother didnt give me everything he own. The answer that i have got is because he's not talking to you now. Wat an excuse is that. Too unreasonable. Everytime I would mumble to my mom. Why all my siblings got new clothes to wear and why am I need to share with you? Ok. Sometimes I did have new clothes but that's happening when my mom is in cloud nine and then she'll pity me and buy. And during Chinese New Year I got new clothes to wear. Mom say I didnt have to buy clothes coz I can share with her. But mostly her clothes I just can't wear coz too mature for me. If she buy clothes and think of whether Im suit in that clothes or not, I dont even mind sharing with her.
I have my tuition this month at Green Road. My dad wants me to use bus. He say he cannot bring me at that time. But why last year, it's also the same time 4.00 he can pick up my brother and sister from tuition? And why now he cant bring me to tuition at tat same time? It's obviously not fair. I was so sick living in this house. Sometimes, I will like to disturb my brother. Then my mom starts to scold me like wat. But if it is my elder brother who disturb my little brother, my mom would ask why my little brother likes to cry and asked him to stop that crying. She didnt even bother to scold my elder brother. What are these all about. World is always UNFAIR.
Then, one day my mom's telling me that she donno where to put the iGallop. Then I say why dont put it in my room. She was so care about her eldest son and say what if brother wanna sit the iGallop. Very hard for him to go to your room. But what about me. Do she ever think about me. Why she wanna put the computer in brother's room instead of the living room?? Why she didnt think of my side? Coz it's also hard for me to go to his room. Haiz. She just love my brother more than me with an excuse that last time he always get bitten up by my dad. That's not a true.
Everytime my grandma would say I need to give my things to the younger ones. I say back to her why last time brother didnt give me everything he own. The answer that i have got is because he's not talking to you now. Wat an excuse is that. Too unreasonable. Everytime I would mumble to my mom. Why all my siblings got new clothes to wear and why am I need to share with you? Ok. Sometimes I did have new clothes but that's happening when my mom is in cloud nine and then she'll pity me and buy. And during Chinese New Year I got new clothes to wear. Mom say I didnt have to buy clothes coz I can share with her. But mostly her clothes I just can't wear coz too mature for me. If she buy clothes and think of whether Im suit in that clothes or not, I dont even mind sharing with her.
I have my tuition this month at Green Road. My dad wants me to use bus. He say he cannot bring me at that time. But why last year, it's also the same time 4.00 he can pick up my brother and sister from tuition? And why now he cant bring me to tuition at tat same time? It's obviously not fair. I was so sick living in this house. Sometimes, I will like to disturb my brother. Then my mom starts to scold me like wat. But if it is my elder brother who disturb my little brother, my mom would ask why my little brother likes to cry and asked him to stop that crying. She didnt even bother to scold my elder brother. What are these all about. World is always UNFAIR.
