Prudence@Xix: 2009

Wednesday, December 30

Hoping apologise accepted!

Paiseh to my blog readers. In this period (not sure it will be short or long), I won't be updating my blog. Because I don't have the ability to find back the theme of my blog yet. I don't know where the theme has gone. My job is to find it back now and update it as soon as possible. But.. it seems that one week has passed but I don't have any idea where it had gone. I myself also wished that my blog wont be staying not updated forever. I have confidence that it will be updated and all I need is TIME. Haha.. well since last time, I have been curing myself with seconds, minutes, hours.. so this time, it will be the same way of curing my heart.. HAHA.

Thursday, December 24

RubbishES

Mom watching the mountain of debris that is left for us

All useless debris and remnants

Cant sell anymore

Mom just want to try to find something that is valuable for her ...

Dad don't give up on finding the steel locker that has many important documents in it... he just want to find it even though the bomba asked him to come out because it is really dangerous in there

Dad's friend helps my mom to find her things

My shop's melted switch

Shop's gate

Police asking some questions

My dad just don't give up and asked the worker to use this big tractor to search for the steel locker

This is the first Christmas present I get from St.Peter's Church. The happiness when I received this present lasts only 15 seconds... it just can cover my 15 seconds of moodiness

I am thinking what should I do to help my parents??? Quit out from Swinburne.. that is really a no problem for me. I can stop studying anytime. Just as long as my family is happy and everything is solve. When my shop has burnt down, I know we family should just stay reunited. We are all too tired these days until there are really no more smiles, laughters and jokes in my family. All we have everyday are just sad tears and painness. There were scratches on my dad's leg during the time he went to search his steel locker.. but he just bare with the pain. Because for him, this pain is so small compared with the pain when he saw his shop was burnt down and demolished by a tractor. I want to spend more time with my family. I want to always be by their side especially both of my parents. My dad is just acting strong these days.. daddy, you are too tired these days. Take a rest and mummy too. Tomorrow is another day which is definitely not a better day for us. But we still have to move on and let us together see what is going to happen tomorrow.. What can we do and handle for tomorrow's stuff.

Wednesday, December 23

Inferno = My Tragedy

22.12.09… I remember this date even clearer than my own birthday date. My parents received calls around 9 something saying that Fah company get burnt and asked us to quickly come down to the town. My shop is just two shops ahead after Fah company. I don’t know that my parents were already prepared for this tragedy that my shop might get burn too. I still have this naïve thinking that I believe that my shop would not get burnt. I was at home with my siblings and online. Talking with my friends and chatting. When my mom and my brother came home around 1 in the morning, I saw their eyes were red. My mom told me my shop has gone. No more shop. All burnt. Fah company, Chaw Chuen, my shop, and other 3 shops.. all gone is this terrible inferno. How should I face it? I was thinking how much loss we have to face now? Where are all my memories at there? Why is my shop getting burn? Why the bomba cannot rescue my shop? Why this fire started? What causes it? I don’t think I am sad because I am really tired to shed out my tears. Maybe if I am not sad .. maybe I dun feel anything at all about my shop. But why my voices volumes turn lower, why I don’t feel like to talk that much, why I always feel tired? 3 hours of sleep is enough for me right now. Dark circles are creeping to find me. I don’t want to waste my time worrying about my black circles anymore. My mom and her friend were in tears and they have gone completely out of tears last night. I can’t do anything because I am very sure any advices they can’t just feel it is warm for them. My parents don’t dare to face how much loss we need to handle so until today my parents did not calculate anything yet. Why is my shop? Why fire wants to happen on there? What causes it? Many people were complaining about those bomba services.. me too. But no matter how much anyone say and complain around, my shop would not come back like normal. The fire started from last night around 8 something till today 6 something in the evening. Then, the fire is really off. Fire is really very scary. Within minutes, it took off my whole shop. From my grandfather to my dad. It is not really easy to start a business again at there.. especially the heart of Kuching. This historic places of cause needs a large sum of money to start over again. Anyway, I just want to say thanks to my relatives and friends who are still kind to help us. Thank you.

This inferno makes my shop gone

Let me rank the worst shop getting burnt.
1st : Fah Company
2nd : Khin Siong Fatt ( my shop ) & Chaw Chuen Supermarket
3rd : Sweet Heart, One Stop, Jee Loong

The Bomba still could not put off the fire even though it is 8 something in the morning

Chaw Chuen and Khin Siong Fatt

Fah Company

My shop completely no more

Left us ashes only

I still can see fire burning the wood

The upper floor of my shop

Ceiling with holes

See the water volume... can save 7 shops???

Lodge a report at police station

Discussing on what to do

They are just too tired

I came again at night time... it is completely all gone.. FLAT

Demolished .. no more for my parents, for Fah Company, for Chaw Chuen

We only can contribute tears and sadness

Till now I cannot cry and shout.. what should I do ???

Friday, December 18

Happy Unforgettable 18th Bday to Devy

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEVY! Haha.. Yesterday me, Suk Yee,Joe, Yvonne, Jacky, Ray, Shirley and Lawrence went to Pick and Pack to some presents for Devy. Haha.. at the end me and Yvonne bought her a cup and decided to decorate it ourselves. But I didn’t get to take the picture of the cup. Haha.. Tonight, we went to Sharing Planet to celebrate for Devy’s bday. Haha.. Sharing Planet ern .. is a place that I get to know from a blog. Haha.. everyone never went there so they tried to find it. Finally they success and Sharing Planet, the location is a bit deep from the road side. Haha.. And the main door is as a big as your room’s door only. Special isn’t it? Haha.. and its ern the dining place is dim and the garden surrounding is dark. Haha.. but it is a romantic place for couples. Haha.. anyway Devy wish you a happy birthday. I hope you like all the presents and the celebration we held for you. Haha… although there is something happened that makes you sad huh. Haha..